hoho.

2007-06-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

2007-06-13T16:16:00.000+08:00

i was doing my bridge project today, and something amazing happened; i was cutting the satay sticks, and obviously waiting for the stick to fly out. but instead, one part of the scissor flew out.

heh, amazing huh.

oh i was out with lesibian yesterday, it has been long since i have been to house anyway, and it was the usual, F-U-N. (:
these are only samples of 85 photos we took. heh
& oh i cant wait for friday.

& i love sammi.

2007-06-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

oh i am so glad common tests are over. although there are only 4 but they were madness, really. also glad there is this term break thing for me to catch up with people, and i know that when that happens, i am so going to nelgect my work.
max see yong jun was supposed to hang out with me today but he's having a camp and so is he going to be busy so we have got to wait til christmas am i right? oh shucks, i am missing some people, but yet i think catching up with them does me no good cause i think i have already lost them, and it would be more of awkwardness instead of being happy altogether.
so long people, back to the thriller that freaks me out totally.

2007-05-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

i have had enough of you, kelvin.

first you said, i am ugly, then i am fat. and now, that my skirt is ugly.
look, you got onto my nerves the very first time i saw you already, yet i did not do anything. the more i spoke to you the more irritated i got. and the further away i tried to drew myself from you. even if i did step on your tail somehow, i do not think that there is a need to criticize about me all day long. look, i can be much more mean than you are right now. it is just that i do not choose to. i shall just put it in a way that God wants me to learn how to take criticism, cause i never did take them well. and guess what, it is you such 'christian' that make me feel so ashamed to admit that i am one sometimes. i am sad to say so, but it is the truth.even if you are the most handsome guy alive on earth, with the best dress sense, you have no right to criticize people. Also, no one is perfect on earth, and everyone is beautiful in God's eyes. to think that you are a christian that attends church regularly. such a disgrace you are.

2007-05-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

i miss those times.

when you do the same thing coincidentally.
when you showed your love for the nation on your face.

when your gay-est chinese teacher is leaving.

when we looked like shit.
when you take silly photos in the toilet, bearing with the smell.

when we had barbeque even though it was near our prelims.

when you have fun together.

oh how sweet these memories are.

2007-05-23T11:43:00.000+08:00

fun in school.

school is killing me. (:

2007-05-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

i love school, like totally.

thursday is the only interesting day i have in school.
like, cats, just sit in yoke's class & you would laugh non-stop, seriously.
then comes dancesport.
it would be stressful when we cant manage to catch up, but it is something that is definitely worth looking foward to.
then we have the damn crowded inline skating.

ahh, i dont know what am i talking about.
i am just in a serious desperate need of sleep please.
but with the current & upcoming assignments, homework, projects, & COMMON TEST
i cant afford to catch up on my sleep!

PLUS. my class people really really really do sucks.
my cousin & bestie agrees.
oh alright, to be more specific, mainly the GUYS suck.
plus a couple of yeah, others.
it shows their level of maturity when all they do is to talk about hot girls, pretty girls, girls girls girls.
then talk about gross/dirty stuffs.
i almost wanted to call one of them a DESPERATE just now, cause of what he said.

look, if your purpose was to irritate me til i cant take it anymore, you have done your job perfectly fine alright? just leave me alone please.

2007-05-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

i rather attend 10 times of her eca lectures & tutorials than to do her e-learning.

projects are driving me crazy.

mangkok su, going to miss you.

nicole,oh nicole.

my idol.(:

i wasnt taking photo of myself! i was trying to take photo of my idol, and hence got more than half of my face in. heh.

stupid people who dont know where to look.

2 idiots i always hang out with.

NICOLE YOU LOOK DUMB! HAHAHAHA

& again, i was trying to take photo of noisy ivan, wanting to blackmail him but, i've got lousy photographic skills, i admit.

that is jian hao, ivan & zi jie.

& i still miss you, bestie, even though i just met you this morning.

2007-05-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

right. school work is driving me crazy.
have just finished my stupid groupwork in which all of them asked me to present it on hardcopy because according to them ' girls have nicer handwriting & girls are neater, geena can draw better in our group'. WOW. so i got to do all the shit work. & there is cats. sian, i have only written out & sketch out two of my ideas out of the ten i am supposed to show them tomorrow,& our discussion is like from 5-10.
SIAN SIA. dead tired, all thanks to last minute mother's day shoppers.

you.
i do miss the time we spent together, the love we used to share as friends.
awkwardness would definitely be present when we meet up.
but if it is worth the awkwardness, i wouldnt mind.
however, i guess all that i have told you was crap. perhaps the real reason begins with myself.
i cant pass this very first stage of forgiving myself, i cant believe i let you stray away for so many years of your lives & let you continue with it.
no, not only werent you there for me, i wasnt a true friend to you.
i am actually very confused with my own self.
yes, i am contented with this little amount of friends i have beside me all the time.
i dont wish to be friends with you again, after so many things have happened, but yet again the memory of you always linger in my mind.
& i dont quite wish to be bugged by christians, well no offence to anyone, but that is the truth.

everybody's changing,
& i dont quite feel the same

oh, move on with life geena.

2007-05-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

school is beginning to be stressful, with loads of homework flooding in. but yeah, i am going to strive hard to get a good score at the end of this, no matter how annoying some modules can get

oh alright, nothing beats going out with dearest special bear. seriously, it has been long since we laughed this much, & til now the thought of all funny stuffs that happened still tickles me. http://iripgummybears.livejournal.com/

let the pictures do the talking.

half afraid this friendship may not last, on the other hand, i am confident & going to be determined about maintaining this friendship for, a lifetime? God's blessing is all we need. (:

2007-05-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

sigh.

i hate physics.

really. mr lau is a good lecturer, i admire him&respect him alot. even though that day they asked him if he is a PHD holder or whatever shit degree holder, & he said he aint one, i still do like him alot. OH GOODNESS, I WISH I WASNT INTERESTED IN THIS COURSE PLEASE. everything is driving me crazy, maths,chem,physics, it is totally like secondary school. half afraid that i may let go & begin to not catch up with lessons, i am already half slacking.

these classmates of my are taking me for granted, no, that is not a good thing.

You're Next. says:
ya anything
You're Next. says:
haha so gd. help him print.tats wt class reps are for

serious, helping you to print, is one thing. but no, class reps aint supposed to help you wipe your asses, you know. treating you all nice is one thing, taking for granted is another. dont make me yell at you. & i am sorry, my dearest jc friends. but i honestly am hating arrogant jc people alot. hey look, if you think you can do damn well in poly life, then you go ahead & enrol in okay. tell you what, let me know if you can even get into the course that you want alright. the HIGHEST score for psychology is 9 points. i repeat, NINE POINTS. beat that, you cant even qualify please. so stop pissing me off by telling me poly life is slack, cause it aint a big deal that you are in jc.

so much for beginning to fit in.

2007-05-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

whenever i have the time to study, but i choose to slack instead, i cant help but feel as though i am wasting ten years of my life away. AH HAHAHAHA, HEAR THAT GEENA, YOU ARE WASTING YOUR LIFE AWAY. sheesh. my definition of coping in class= 3-4 chapters ahead of the lecturers. screw you lah, 1G01. so hardworking for what. somemore, our 'lao di fang' is you know where? LIBRARY. to? STUDY! WHOOSH. my class totally rock man. anyway,

steven got to be the most gay/idiot thing on earth, i tell you.
haha! he really made me laugh at him today, even though i may still dislike him la.

everyone opens tissue box from the top, the nice little opening they have given you, right?
STEVEN RIPPED OPEN THE TISSUE BOX FROM THE BOTTOM.
the tissue box was literally upside down, with that torn part lah. you should see the tissue box!
& when he bought lunch back, he asked me to go over to the mens' fitting room to take care of some clothes lah. some super hard to fold back clothes. so when he came back from lunch, he was like: hey, are those idiots gone? then i was like, yeah of course lah! (cursed) then he was like, wah lau eh, stupid ******, hey smell if the shirt stinks leh. i was like NO WAY? ARE YOU MAD? siao right! & when i was like about to fold the last shirt, he came back again, & so i asked him, hey! last shirt you know, you better smell it before i put it back. then he gave me that GAY LOOK AGAIN & SAID: SO BAD LEH YOU. he that expression, is really really gay.

oh well, so much about all these nonsense that you prolly didnt think that they were funny, but yeah. & OH! I FOUND THE SONG, like FINALLY! okay cherr, it is actually not sung by a black guy. =x!

*I wanna talk to you
Last time we talked Mr Smith you reduced me to tears
I promise you that won't happen again*

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess Im a little bit shy
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly(ohh)
But all her looks were too sad(ohh)
So I try a little Freddie(mmmm)
I've gone identity mad!(hahaha)

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet like sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more

Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!

*geting angry doesn't solve anything

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink

Why dont you like me
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly(ohh)
But all her looks were too sad(ohh)
So I try a little Freddie(mmmm)
I've gone identity mad!(hahaha)

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more

Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!
Say what you want to satisfy yourself hey!
But you only want what everybody else says you should want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet like sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more

Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet like sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?

walk out the door!

*Humphrey, we're leaving
KERCHING*

2007-05-02T20:59:00.000+08:00

nicole nicole nicole!

loners' love.

i love being a monkey.

bestie.

oh, i cant wait to dance with my lovely cousin!

& we met joyce&cherryl at kfc, but dawn koh still has not sent me the photos, so yeah. see you people!

2007-04-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

today is my first day of work. trust me, what you are going to read next is definitely more interesting than watching a horror movie. really really! you can have your money refunded if you disagree. but it will be damn long.

i was just at the fitting room, when steven came running towards me, ' call police! call police!'. of course i was SHOCKED by his tone of urgency & his flustered face. & obviously, i went to kapoh serene to find out what happened

me: eh! what happened, steven is going to call the police now.
judy&serene: i dont know, there is a commotion going on outside there, everyone is gathering over there to watch it.
me: huh! what happened man!
serene: i dont know! i want to go out & see!
me: yeah lah, one of you go out & see, then come back & tell us what happened

however, this mad guy was already in m&s.
he apparently made his first notice when he kept staring at my colleague.
scared, she called steven ( sales manager)
mad guy: i am the one you have been looking for all these while. come lah, come!
what the?!
& at the same time, both of them actually saw blood stains on his left arm.
that was when steven rushed to call the police, then the security.

mad guy stood at the cashier by himself over there, i dont know for what.
as i didnt know, i wanted to walk over there, LUCKILY THEY STOPPED ME!

then i continued with cashier, while i heard shoutings & all

(shoutings were not heard by me, but told by my colleagues

mad guy: (gesturing to my erm, not so thin colleague) EH YOU YOU, COME HERE, COME HERE!
sab: go there for what!
mad guy: YOU JUST COME HERE LA YOU, FAT ASS!
sab: ah, whatever la you!

omg, poor ka-sab, but damn funny lah!

then i was still doing cashier when they were like OMG OMG OMG! HE IS WALKING TOWARDS HERE ALREADY! OMG!
& all of them fled except for me & the customer.
then i was like, eh dont like that sia, i am already freaked out & scared!
guess what the customer said: eh you can freak out, but just dont give me wrong change ah!

mad guy walked, & stared at this guy with his girlfriend
it looked as though he was like: stare what stare, want to fight issit? those kind
THANK GOD THE CUSTOMER DID NOTHING BUT PLAINLY ANSWERED SIMPLY.
then we began to 'shoo' the customers out of the store.

then the HERO APPEARED.
HERO(customer) talked to him calmly, & the mad guy still kept giving the impression that, not happy then fight lah
& i was literally like, MAN! dont tell me he pick on that customer can! OH NO! HOW!
heng ah! police arrived & the security guards who were standing out ALL ALONG finally came in. we closed the shop in order to chase customers away.

amazingly, no violence was involved. they spoke calmly to the mad man, plus the HERO.
GUESS WHO IS THE HERO?
me&serene: eh! who is that guy just now?
policeman: huh, who? you mean that uncle just now?
us: yeah!
policeman:oh he is the COMMISSIONER OF ICA
us: HUH? what is that
policeman: HUH! commissioner you all dont know?!
us: eh, yeah we dont know!
policeman: meaning, in the ICA building & ICA, he is the highest, no one is in a higher post than him
us: WOAH! greatly impressed.
me:eh! COMMISSIONER SHOPPING IN M&S! should have taken his signature or what sia!
serene: yeah loh!

this mad guy, i really am speechless about him
one moment he goes like. eh sorry ah my fault kay, my fault. sorry
then the next moment, he kept pointing middle finger & cursing at them
then he will start bowing at them, do funny actions

well, we were just afraid that he would recognise us for good,& find us one day

then finally, they brought him to the mens fitting room, while we carried on with our store operation. soon, he was handcuffed & brought out of M&S.
whew, we finally could relax!

well,meanwhile police kept coming in, as he fought with one of the caffe bar(just outside m&s) supervisior moments before he stepped into m&s, & they too, called the police.

well, i would say that i certainly felt thankful that the HERO & steven was around.
steven didnt quite do anything, but prolly it was just the fact that a guy was around was sufficient.
he was damn funny though. he took this metal thing(metal arms we call it-to hang our clothes on) & he was like, come come let me deal with him, this will be our defence weapon. HAHA! true, but honestly it would probably make things worse, by just carrying it infront of mad man
& this customer was even better: huh, he is mad? then just take the hanger & hit him lah!

oh wells,praise the Lord.

2007-04-27T13:54:00.000+08:00

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give it a try, i felt that the results were very true. & amazingly, cassandra & i are only a mere 7%similar. & better still, dawn & i are 0% matching! haha.

2007-04-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

school's fine, my classmates are slightly better.
there are a few that i would have scream at them if they werent my classmate though.
& lessons are grossing me out.
i am learning :
1) civil engineering- a hell lot like physics.
2)land surveying- geography+some knowledge of what i suppose a construction engineer should know.
3)engineering maths 1- e+amaths
4)environmental chemistry&analysis- chemistry, duh
5)autocads- so far it seems to be like transformation, yuck!
6)CATS+sports&wellness- uh, how about CME + PE?

i really dont know what to say about what i am learning, but sometimes i feel as though you might as well throw me into JC judging from the modules, but probably JC might be alittle more in depth though.

& i am going back to marks&spencer as a part-timer, please dont remind me about steven.

2007-04-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

all i would like to do now is to scream f at your face.
nah, not you who are reading my blog, but some pathetic idiot that deserves to be shot for telling everyone what has happened.

trust me, i just cant stay in this class.
this self-centered class, & i cant communicate well with them at all? asking a simple question had to take me 10 mins to explain what was i trying to ask.
sigh. this is only going to be the 2nd week & i have had conflicts with my groupmates already.
of which i suppose some idiot went to tell everyone what happened.

what,is it my fault that you sent the document to everyone in the group except for me, whom you claimed that you did not see online, when i apparently was? and excuse me, are you a computer idiot to not know that E-MAIL actually exist? so much about GROUP WORK, when you did everything. i am not a kind of person that sit back & allow myself to claim credit for something that i did not actually do, if you realised.

so since you decided to let many know, wont blog be a better way to publicize it?

2007-04-20T19:21:00.000+08:00

and so, another week has passed.
good luck pereira, next week's gonna be the first week of school for you! (snigger) & oh, please do come online soon again, i was smiling to myself about our convo even as i stepped out of the library just now.
heh, & i saw cheryl chin twice today, didnt wanted to talk to her initially as i was afraid that she wont recognise me,plus her boyfriend was with her. but it turned out that she did remember me though. (:

sheesh, i cant believe that i am going to study already. i am seriously bored,got a damned online quiz to study for, when he teached nothing kayy. plus SO MUCH chem to read up on. SIAN.

<3.

2007-04-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

i am worrying about what to wear everyday.

sian lah, really. i just checked my mail&announcements, there is going to be an online quiz next monday. shit that lecturer lah, so fast sia. & the maths lecturer aint good as well. as my course requires us to study engineering maths, i am really glad i studied amaths during secondary school.a few of classmates didnt take amaths,& so they are like struggling with engineering maths 1. 3 hours of eg maths1 per week, & within that 3 hours they are supposed to understand 1-2 chapters of amaths can. & she,the lecturer, is really irritating.

my friend: *raises hand* eh cher, i dont understand.
lecturer: dont understand ask your friend beside you.

@(&$#@*^(*@&^@(* HECK, ARENT YOU SUPPOSED TO HELP HIM UNDERSTAND & EXPLAIN TO HIM?? sheesh man.

ahh, & i took dance sport as my IS module(sports&wellness).
yes, that is my school's 'PE'. & i wanted tennis, but everyone rushed there to fill up the 20 available spaces. & i was so delighted when i saw my cousin, so i decided to join dance sport with her, COOL RIGHT. THAT MEANS I WILL BE LEARNING HOW TO DANCE BALLROOM& STUFFS FROM MELVIN, THAT GUY FROM THE DANCE FLOOR. okay, big deal.
& i so damn regret not printing my time table, i went to wrong class twice today,& i couldnt find my class still! thank God the lecturer was nice enough to let me stay in just for today, so malu sia!

2007-04-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

today's first day of school.

MY SHOULDERS ARE ACHING.
freaking puma bag, so damn big& heavy, plus the damned thinkpad laptop. sheesh!
plus it aint good quality at all, i so regretted buying the stupid bag.

i was supposed to have lessons from 9am-6pm straight, with only an hour break today. HAH! but my lecturer didnt come today & plus today is an even week means i only had 2 hours of lessons, from 9-11.
to our dismay,however, we were thrown with 2 assignments in class to do, plus a project. freak.every classmate of my are still working on it now sia. & the stupid on leave lecturer sent us notes to be read okay. i am so going to die if she gives us a test straight after her break. now then can i understand the poly life& all they have been warning me about.

i should go back to my project now.

2007-04-14T15:10:00.000+08:00

i came home sighing.

orientation was a total bore. the games, & of course my own classmates.
i don't deny the fact that i am shy,& it is hard for me to open up to others,& i was least expecting myself to crap like usual,& expecting myself to shut up totally.
yet i was taken aback,i had to be the one that asked every girl for self-introduction.
& my class is like totally separated into two cliques, the guys,& the guys?
what is this, old school?

i was half pissed off & half angry, i rack my brains so damn hard to like come up with a common topic to talk to the girls, & the convos dont even last 5 mins. every single stupid game i had to be the first to volunteer, i couldn't stand the way how our student leaders were like pampering us like little kids, how they helped us to choose our partners,our groups,& EVERYTHING.damn.

oh, did i forget to mention that they would be my classmates for the next three years of my life?

2007-04-09T14:15:00.000+08:00

BOOORRRRRRRINNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG.
freaking boring staying at home. all thanks to my stupid sore eye, i cannot even get out of the house to BUY MY BAG, or to even LOOK FOR A JOB. yeah right, as if i would really look for a job. heh. OKAY. even so, DAWN KOH is in CAMP lah. FREAK, even my COUSIN & JOELINE are having orientation in school now. stupid, stupid, stupid! why cant i have my orientation TODAY as well.

alright, i went for a haircut recently, at kitty's. i never did realise that she knew me so well actually. feeling all so guilty & tensed up, i was seriously afraid she may be angry with me for not going back to her for a year & chop off all my precious hair i've grown for so long! but all the tension melted away when she began to joke with me& all, i am thankful to her.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH, i cant wait for the 11th so i can start TEXTING people again. man, it's so freaking boring. SOMEBODY ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE.

2007-04-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

first delighting news of the day: i have gained 4.52KG! (:
alright, everyone has been telling me that i grew fatter & all, & i was finally convinced by the weighing machine. & max see, doesnt the number seem sooo familiar? =X! also, stop telling me that you have lost 3KG okay, natalie, i know it is my fault that i didn't go for the camp!

SCHOOL IS STARTING IN 8 MORE DAYS. that means, no more mocking at people doing homework, no more watching tee-vee at home, no more story reading time, & no more waking up late already. ): well, that should do me good as well, i have been brain dead for almost six months, can you believe it! & my cousin just told me that THERE WOULD BE PHYSICAL EDUCATION IN NP ONLY. YAY! =D=D=D

cheer up,people. sooner or later, all these would be over.(:

2007-04-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

freak you, you could have just tell me that you needed to be left alone, or better still, APPEAR OFFLINE SO NOONE WOULD TALK TO YOU, FREAK!

stupid.

i initially had so damn much things to rant about & someone here just had to ruin my mood. stupid.
& i spent almost a hundred buck today, within 2 hours. i rock, i really do. i am so in need of a damn job & i just received my pay yesterday & i just spent about a hundred buck? oh whatever!

i am glad that i've been meeting up with people nowadays, school is going to start in 10 days time.hip hip hooray!

2007-03-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

okay, what is this, insult geena day?
everyone started calling me names once i came online.

like marcus :
((我很想爱你INTEL CORP)(too bad HP SERVER 2100BRE PWN says:

siao geene

((我很想爱你INTEL CORP)(too bad HP SERVER 2100BRE PWN says:

siao geena

then chor theng, that good old friend that never fails to insult my msn nick, ever.
-// push the limit or give up trying >> [ ct love nette 4eva ] [24o4o6] ` EterNaL.s0uL™ <<>

it's sour

-// push the limit or give up trying >> [ ct love nette 4eva ] [24o4o6] ` EterNaL.s0uL™ <<>

lol

(my nick was that's real sweet)

then. good old hejun came along.
hejun` says:

you!

hejun` says:

neh neh!

these people totally rock right! & this is getting so scary, i see casslynn's name in like everyone's blog can! wow man, it's like, now everyone is like knowing everyone. that probably doesn't make senses to you. but let's just say, it's just weird now that everyone knows everyone.okay, whatever geena, i still think you don't make sense.

one day i should just talk to you about this.

2007-03-31T13:27:00.000+08:00

i was told to keep my opinions to myself, & i guess i should. cause this is how an argument starts,& they should start regional camps again. really, those who went through that would understand why i say so.

oh well, i am like seriously bored at home, but yet i am enjoying every single moment of my freedom before school starts. HAH. & the damn weather makes my outing miserable. it is either scorching hot, if not it starts raining & I CAN STILL SWEAT WHEN IT IS RAINING. so, tell me how do i enjoy my outings huh huh huh!

but oh well, i watched Freedom Writers yesterday,& i didn't spend my 9 bucks for nothing. (: quite touching at times, but which inspiring shows do not have touching scenes? & starbucks is still the best, NOT COFFEE BEAN, right max? & you people should go check out m&s easter food. they are freaking cute i bet once you buy them you can't bear to eat them. & they are quality food,so obviously it won't be average prices.

2007-03-29T10:25:00.000+08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO START!
okay, i am going to regret saying this when school really starts, i know. but it's really boring staying at home, with nothing much to do,& i cant afford to spend so much when i am jobless. oh well, at least it is a relief to know that i can use wireless now, rather than getting so pissed off with the useless notebook.

i cant help but worry about poly life as well, i haven't heard of anyone that would be in the same course as me so far,& my class intake is only 40 people! cool, but yet again, i honestly dont know what kind of people i will meet.

speaking of which, i totally miss having lessons with faith 4-2, the times where the whole class can be much noisier than the hope/joy classes, the times where we got punished infront of the general office & we were so embarrassed as the whole school walked past us when the dismissal bell rang, & we got through trouble together, & how united we remained despite of all the fights that broke out in classes. i miss how tiff&jia starts squabbling behind me& cherr, & how xinyi would start arguing with joyce over things like, egg tofu&tofu egg? good old memories. (:

2007-03-25T02:22:00.000+08:00

& am so tired,i bet i would fall asleep once i hit the pillow okay. all thanks to dino that insist that i come online, so he can nudge me. WOW!

i expected today to be hectic,in a fun way. but it turned out to be rather exhausting, carrying the damn heavy lap top around, under the scorching sun. oh well. worst of all, i promised eunice a sunflower,& guess what, i gave her nothing in the end. i felt damn bad, so sorry once again! & the performance is good, really. well, except the part that someone went out of tune out of the blue, & someone squeaked in the middle of it.still, great job! (:

& I CANT BELIEVE THAT I HAVE A LAPTOP NOW, DAMN COOL OKAY. IT IS SPILL PROOF. POUR WATER OVER IT AND IT STARTS DRAINING OUT FROM THE BOTTOM. AWESOME?

what matters is that you have done your best,& not the award. nevertheless, i am still proud of you all & 2nd coy!

2007-03-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

yay! new skin. alrights, not much of a big deal, i know. i'm freaking bored at home these few days, which means that i have to get a job after this, if not i would seriously be rotting at home. gees, i need more clothes. hah, how i wish i am like max. X) right, gentle dino-ress?

and i get to claim 3 hours tomorrow, which means i am leaving work at 2pm! WOO! but yet again, tomorrow would be officially leo's last day. damn, i am really going to miss you buddy! & they bought a jacket from club mac FOR ME! omgoodness, how can i not love them, tell me. i better get going, dawn will yell at me if i am going to be late.

&,dont let me catch you lying to me. both you & i hate people lying to us,you know that clearly. you're probably going to read this, and this is going to spoil our friendship, but i dont care.this isn't the first time already. ~~screw you.~~

2007-03-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

hah. apparently alot of people read my blog and i never did realise that. i would say these few days are the happiest days i have working at m&s, life is REALLYYYYY peaceful without steven. EVERYONE AGREES OKAY. or rather,everyone says so. sheesh, i will start screaming at him once he comes back. and i cant bear to part from them, they are a lovable bunch of people. oh whatever, it's time anyway.
gees, movie with you, someone that loves the thrill of horror yet is afraid of them. heh, now you got me thinking how did i lost contact with you.but talking to you never fails to amuse me, perhaps you should be my good little sister, right dino? (:

2007-03-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

i went to work this morning, knowing very well that i would be pissed with steven for changing my duty rooster without asking beforehand. and he did piss me off more than that,making so many changes to this and that, and guess what, i am QUITTING. i was happy with this job and all, but with all this happening, i am losing so much of my passion for this job that i first had when i joined. sad to say, everything i am doing now is with a heck care attitude, i no longer care if the store is in a mess and bother to be considerate to their feelings. and i am not the only one who is feeling this way, everyone is feeling so pissed off, fed up and stressed up. read this steven, noone likes you. you are going to end up gaining everyone's hatred.

2007-03-08T10:45:00.000+08:00

wow! it's 10.30 am and i am already awake. it's very early, considering the fact that i left work at 12.30 and reached home at 1 am. all thanks to the new rule of clearing all stocks that came in that day. with so much changes, we're so busy serving customers and doing the changes already, who on earth has the time to finish the stocks that came in! crazy people, think we're so free. worse of all, when i left, they still had six cartons undone, with the arrangement of T11 shirts in a mess. honestly, i believe they went home at 2 to about 3 am. insanity, it was.

but, i am thankful to tiffanie! i was so surprised to see her walking into the store and waving at me! haha, proves that this old friend of my still hasn't forgotten about me! =D=D heh,thanks tiffanie!
see you all on the 12th! (:

2007-03-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

it has certainly been a fun day out, all thanks to dawn koh ci'ai. seriously, she is the best idiot you can go out with, mocking fun at her all day long. and we just found out that the best fun isn't all about shopping. sadly, the darn computer is still spoilt so i can't upload any photos. my phone ran out of battery last min anyway, at the best moment, darn!and it was rather surprising that i met sheng kang again, it has been long since i saw him. things ain't the same though.

and tomorrow's back to work again, for some reason it is rather upsetting cause lijah,serene and cheryl won't be able. there's only mangkok around. (:

this whole thing is going to end miserably. screw you.

2007-03-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

oh damn, i cant believe i stayed up watching stupid show on channel 8.
screw it, it was a waste of my time!

okay okay, enough of cursing.
but today was fun working, with the simple reason that there were like 8 people working during closing time? heck, it was freaking boring, but had fun with serene yeo and lijah.
funny people, really.
and so this would be a new month for me, and i hope i can cope with it. (:

and why?

2007-02-23T10:55:00.000+08:00

and when you learn about the darkest secret of someone that you trusted all along, suddenly you become afraid of everyone.

alrights, i have no idea how did casslynn found my blog and all, but i am pretty glad she found me,
cause it is like we have always no idea why we always somehow bump into each other coincidentally. she's someone that is always talking rubbish to me, and not forgetting the fact that she always TORTURES ME.

haha, rights.
cny was alright, nothing much special, everything is pretty much the same.
was rather happy that cherr and joyce came to visit me on eve, and with hejun and jing feng on weds. alrights, it has been long since i've talk to people i am rather comfortable with, i guess.
and outing with d&g was rather ruined on tuesday, yet i am really grateful for them. thanks! (:

which reminded me of that day, when we went to watch loft, the best show on earth.

the setting and all were becoming more and more scary, then this guy was like:
'eh! c*** b**! who told me we were going to watch a comedy show one! wah f***!'
he was seriously funny, he even FARTED in the middle of the movie.
what the heck, was damn gross but funny.
everyone was pissed with wasting money on that stupid show, and even an uncle started yawning like he was freaking bored at the end of the show.
oh wells, memories. (:

maybe amos is right, the presence of you is perhaphs to strengthen our friendship.

2007-02-13T10:01:00.000+08:00

okay, i admit things have been progressing faster than i ever expected them to.
i am glad and grateful no matter what, i know God has a plan for me.
work is starting to be a torture, ever since i knew so many things about different people, how shocking that some people are actually like that.
thank God there is still Nisa and Cheryl around, or else i really dont know how to survive in there.

rights, the last shopping spree i had was rather happy, i believe.
and i guess tomorrow would be another day of shopping, but BY MYSELF.
how sad, i know. all thanks to sfy and yada yada.

AND I WAS DISTURBED BY EUNICE THIS MORNING.
that asshole..
i was sleeping, and my phone was vibrating so loudly.

eunice:HELLO? EH I JUST SAW WEIRONG AND MELVIN LEH!
me: (&@#$(*@#&*!@*!@ (cursing silently) huh, really?
eunice(still screaming in my ears): THEY ARE SO TALL NOW LAH! THEY ARE TALLER THAN ME YOU KNOW!
me: of course.. they are guys what.
eunice: ya! and wei rong's complexion is so much more better now. i know when he was in primary school he had alot of pimples one right?
me: zz.... NO. you siao or what!
eunice: huh, isit! no what. even melvin, he is so much taller now, taller than me can!
me: ala you, guys what!
eunice: ohh, anyway i am at mj now. oh, you sleeping huh. sorry sorry, go back to sleep.
me: its okay..

yes, that's my friend, eunice gwee shu hui.
that banana always do crazy things and disturb me.
but i am glad, cause without her i wouldnt know what to do at times.
oh wells.

everybody's changing and i don't feel the same.

2007-02-06T12:31:00.000+08:00

alrights, it have been like 2 weeks or so since i came online, all thanks to both comp that are spolit.
damn, i am in a freezing cold shop surfing the net now.
but i wont deny the fact that it is so fun over here.
haha.

and, i dont know what to say about you.

2007-01-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

everytime i come over here & and i cant help but feel like ranting about everything now stop cause certain issues have improved but certain issues seemed to have gone wrong somewhere & somehow when it shouldn't have, for instance from next month on i guess i wont be feeling much of a family like bondness in m&s anymore, though i am rather glad that that can be an excuse for me not to talk to people whom i dislike but that also means that shireen is gone and work will be come a drag again, and not only that i guess today was supposed to be good and everything but it didnt turn out to be cuz it turned out to be a nightmare instead and i dont know why am i typing everything at once it makes me think of the booster course of adam khoo's that made us write long sentences and it reminded me of how happy we were being friends then and now and all the nerd stuffs happening and i wish i can shut up now because this aint making me feel better.
so long, people.

2007-01-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

okay, let the pictures do the talking. (:
smile, zul, smile!
finally..
she just couldnt stop combing her hair..
what did i say?
finally (:

when i finally met up with these two goons.

hey deb, i see that you've decided to turn blue.

rights, blogger either doesnt let me upload anymore, or it doesnt like me.
will continue later in the day.

2007-01-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

oh damn. it's raining. )$*@(&#$!(

2007-01-04T10:15:00.000+08:00

get a style of your own man.

and, everyone's going to school.
>.<
WHY?
i have not enjoyed my holis fully you know!
and that means i got to skate ALONE on my off day, friday.
damn!

but thank God for the fact that school has reopened, there are lesser people now.
means PEACE in the shop!
ah ha.
and i want to go out on friday. ):

2007-01-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

maybe it runs in the blood, that is why we feel the same.

i love you, idiot.

though time has passed, but memories still remains.
and the ugly truth remains that i still miss you.

then i realised, what a big role you have played in my life.
this is late ,but,i am sorry.

2007-01-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
oh right, whatever shit about that.

have fun, people.
sad, you have got to squeeze with everyone for the countdown and fireworks.
while me, on the other hand, gets to sit here and eat my mc nuggets meal happily with luxury of space and time and FOOD.
okay, rubbish.
but really, i'm happy.

and to my neighbour, SHUT UP.
dont act like some 1-2 year toddler and start screaming, ahhh so nice.
heck, you're like, at least 15-16 years. dont tell me you havent seen fireworks in your entire life.
hello, you're living in a HDB FLAT, mind you.
you want to enjoy, so do i.

alrights, geena is in a foul mood.
i know.
damn the customer who scolded me blind.
screw you yea, no cashier is blind, you banana idiot with no common sense?
now, im not in the wrong yea, you're being ridiculous.

and im going to enjoy myself tomorrow.
yay, im happy.

2006-12-23T10:48:00.002+08:00

it's christmas!
alrights, i love christmas.
but i'm spending it working okay, what the!
thank God for the party though. (:

WILLIEEEEEEEEEEEEE KITTYYYYY.
please come back, this damned mens wear department is DYING without you. ):
i wont bully you already okay!

and good, yi an is leaving.
i'm glad, and i think everyone else would be.

this workplace is certainly driving me crazy with fussy customers, crazy ones as well.
just yesterday, this woman!
()$&@)(*$*@&#)!&

idiot: excuse me!
and so i walked towards the cashier.
idiot: erm, can you help me check for any defection in this shirt?
me: (stares back.) what the heck! who would ask a sales assistant that is supposed to be helping to promote their goods to check for defection.
okay, what kind of defection are you talking about?
idiot: oh any uneven lines. because i friend told me to be more careful when buying size 18 shirts, because the lines are uneven. she bought a shirt from centerpoint and she said the lines are uneven, the tailoring isnt good.
me: (fuming) if you want a perfect shirt go tailor it yourself then!
looking for defection.
idiot: eh, why dont we turn it around so that we can see better.
(turns the shirt around)
idiot: there! you see, its uneven.
me: what the heck!!!! erm, shirts are supposed to be like that, the front is supposed to be longer in a curved line kind of thing.
idiot: really?
me: wah lau eh, calls serene here.
serene: agrees with me.
idiot: okay, how about we take another shirt over here to compare, another size 18 shirt to see if it is really that case?
me: shit ah, she really has no hope, dont even know that a shirt is longer in the front.
when serene comes back with the shirt,
serene: yes ,it is the same, so it is the design you see.
idiot: oh okay.. erh how about we take another size, let's just say size 12 to compare?
me: @*(#&@*^#!&
serene: goes to get another shirt.
idiot: issit true that shirts are always longer in the front? issit true?
me: oh, yes that is true for me, for most of my shirts.
idiot: oh issit? or issit just because it is defected that is why it is on sale?
me: (fuming even more!!)
serene: (heard) NO!
idiot: oh, where is made from?
both of us: looking.
me: i dont know, cant find.
serene: told the idiot.
idiot: oh okay, you are new here issit, that is why you dont know where to find.
me: YES. smiling in a shit-you, go-away and i-cant-wait-to-kill-you look.
after looking comparing three shirts and realising that shirts are longer in the front not because it is DEFECTED but because it is the DESIGN. she finally bought one.

heck, M&S is not some menkali shop, why on earth would we be so unprofessional or whatever to put something that is defected on sales? and, if you think that items on sale are defected,THEN GET THOSE ITEMS NOT ON SALE, CHEAPO NANA!

customers, really. @#(&*(&#*(&@
and i keep losing one side of my earring.

2006-12-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

I AM JUST WAITING FOR THE BETTER TOMORROW TO ARRIVE.

2006-12-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

today aint a good day.
everything is going all wrong.
angry, angry, angry.

i was ~~happy~~.
and the truth is, i am never going to ~~trust~~ you ever again.

2006-12-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

i thought that once i'm done with studying at paya, i would stop meeting crazy people.
never did i realised that parkway parade is like, not excatly crazy free as well

yesterday.

crazy: (walks in and smile at me)
me: (smiles back)
crazy: (walks to the cashier-empty)
me: (wondering what is he doing)
after awhile,
crazy: (walking off) thank you ah thanks!
me: (shocked) eh, you're welcome. heh.
crazy: as you can see uh, i was counting my money at the cashier just now.
me: (what the heck?)
crazy: you see, parkway parade is so big, there is no safe place to count my money at all. so the cashier is the safest place to count my money.
me: (siao!)
crazy: thank you, thanks again ah!
me: eh, welcome.

2006-12-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

things aint good today.
that is why i hate it when people disturb my day.

ah ha, forget about it.
was just recalling about this crazy guy.
just happened yesterday, when i was doing the stocks.

him: eh, excuse me?
me: yes, how can i help?
him: eh, can i see your store manager?
me: (in a state of shock) eh eh eh, why do you want to see her. eh eh, i meant-
him: oh, no i just wanted to ask her the price of this bag of potato chips. (grabbing a pack of potato chips)
me: ( stare at him.)
him: you see, there isnt any price tags over here.
me: (dumbfounded?) erm, let me check for you at the cashier.
me: leo, help me check the price of this.
leo: blah blah(the price of the chips)
him: oh okay, is this bag of chips going on a buy-one-get-one-free promotion? or issit on any promotions?
me: (still dumbfounded, speechless)
*silence*
me: eh, leo, issit on any promotions?
leo: no.
him: oh okay, eh can i see your store manager? i want to ask her if it is on any promotion, or if it going to be on any promotions.
*silence*
me: LEO!
leo: eh, no.
him: oh okay, cause if it is on promotion i would be buy one and just go off. in that case, nevermind, thanks.
me: okay, welcome.
(after he left)
me: eh leo, he siao one issit? why do he need to see store manager to ask for the price?
leo: dont know leh, manager also cannot decide whether to put it on promotion anot.

2006-12-12T10:52:00.000+08:00

nobody liked to be disturbed from their sleep because of a damn phone call from a damn stranger.
especially me.

it was 4 phone calls, 4 voice mails that woke me up from my sleep.
and now i cannot go back to sleep

this whole thing is ruining my day.
and you know what, dont ever give my number to anyone without my permission.

2006-12-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

handi is dumb.
he called, asking about his farewell party tomorrow.

handi: eh, hello?
me: hello?
handi: eh, may i speak to eena please?
me: EENA? wrong number!
handi: nono, geena.
me: oh. ya? who are you?
handi:(in girly voice) eh eh. i'm weizhi.
me:(in state of shock) HUH! you're not weizhi!
handi:(girly voice) yes, i'm weizhi.
me: no you are not weizhi!
handi: (still in girly voice) huh, then who am i?
me: huh?
handi: i'm handi la!

and he started laughing.
he's a total retard.

2006-12-08T12:46:00.000+08:00

okay, work aint exactly tough for me maybe cause when i was in gb, they always make you do sick stuffs and learn new things. and i guess i can adapt rather quickly because of gb's asking you to run sudden weird errands all of the sudden. and you have to keep doing it.
alrights, it's probably hard for you to understand what am i saying because i dont know how to explain myself well as well. just know that, thanks to gb, i've learnt to love my job.

and i hope God gives more obvious hints.

anyway, auntie Judy does not know my name even though i have been working there for 3 days okay. how sad! there's only less than 15 staffs, and 2 of us, the newcomers. ):
and she thought dawn is shawn.
but she's quite funny.

i was having lunch in the 'canteen'.

auntie judy: *click click click*
printer: *starts printing*
auntie judy: AHH SHIT.
printer: * stops printing*
auntie judy: AHH SHIT LA!
(meddles with printer)
printer: *BEEP BEEP BEEP!*
auntie judy: ahhh SHUT UP!

and there was yesterday night.
when :):) is feeling depressed.

:):) : where did you go?
me : oh, i'm here i'm here!
:):) : i miss you so
me : oh, thank you thank you!
:):) : seems like its been forever
me : yea, but it is actually not very long you know.
:):) : shut up! what's your problem!

right man, so much for trying to cheer :):) up.
>.<

2006-12-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

tomorrow would be a better day. (:

2006-12-04T10:40:00.000+08:00

Lord, you know my heart.

now it's my turn to feel tired.
it's hard to not meddle with things, because my natural tendency is to meddle and screw things up big time.
and i do not want to care about anything already.
not a single thing.

AMOS YEO, YOU FREAK. APPEAR AND HELP ME.

2006-12-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

so many things going through my mind.

darn, i want to scream.

firstly, the darn sight of you irks me alot.
i'm going to be suay for a million years if i see you again.
secondly, things have become like. if nothing is being done, all would be gone.
but it aint easy putting up a front when i know so much about you know.
thirdly, this darn coconut milk, made me feel so bloated and hungry as well.
GRRRRRRRRRR.
forthly, i would really like to help you.
but, i have drifted so far already. i myself dont have such strong faith as well.
but, do stand strong girl.
fifthly, i'm starting all over tomorrow.
i want this to be the last time i'm starting all over again.
sixthly, commitment, commitment and commitment.
i would like to stay on. but yet again.
seventhly, i dont even know what i want in my life now.

suddenly, i feel so frustrated.

2006-11-29T11:57:00.000+08:00

alrights, sorry to those who message me yesterday.
my phone went crazy and i didnt receive a single message.
really sorry, and thanks to those who wished me happy birthday yea.
X)

i really miss joeline. ):
and i know this photo looks so wrong.
but who cares.

2006-11-29T10:45:00.000+08:00

disgusted.

i may not rock, but i definitely dont suck like you do.

2006-11-29T10:10:00.000+08:00

hooray for me!
i'm going to look like an ah lian tonight.
yay! i love being an ah lian!

2006-11-28T13:22:00.000+08:00

happy birthday karen!

i ought to be kicked, slapped, punched and yada.
i just let a once in a lifetime opportunity slip by.
forget it anyway.

to my so-called friend.
thanks for wishing me happy birthday in advance and today.
may God bless you.

2006-11-27T00:37:00.000+08:00

stupid mingjia.
said to stop playing pokemon and chat with me, but she's still playing pokemon.
HOW NICE OF HER.

things are in a mess.
where on earth are you; amos yeo!

2006-11-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

rats.
i miss everyone, i miss camp, i miss gb.
and i am not excatly looking forward to my birthday either,
this so suck.

sheesh.

2006-11-24T11:56:00.000+08:00

i am darn hungry.
gnawl.

it was fun.
too bad you werent there.

2006-11-15T12:33:00.000+08:00

i ought to slap myself for being unable to do an easy physics paper.
darn you, geena.

nah, i think mdm sharifah has fault too.
'i wonder if mdm sharifah has a partial fault for us being like 'this-paper-is so easy-yet-i-just-couldnt-do-it''
i was asking them that
and all of them were nodding their head
peraira said she has complete fault and she is going to curse her tonight.
hahaha, that funny fella.

oh wells. at least i finally get to eat home cooked lunch at home (:

2006-11-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

i got to stop thinking so much,
these thoughts are killing me.

i still cant forgive you, dont ask me why.

you taught me what's a lie;
you taught me who's someone i cant trust.
darn it, it aint your fault. and i just lied.
it's my.

you knew, but you didnt care.
WHY?

2006-10-17T17:34:00.000+08:00

disappointment;
i have long learnt how to deal with it.
so, yes it shall not affect me! (:
anyhow, i dont think this friendship will hold on til then.
so, no hopes pinned!
see you people.
please please mug hard!
LOVE! X)

2006-10-13T18:24:00.000+08:00

i am hungry.
for an unknown reason, i aint feeling happy.
hah.
i was spouting nonsense to dawn koh just now,
and i simply love my good old best friend so much. (:
someone whom you can bully, it makes life much more interesting

and i talked to amos yeo yesterday night.
still my good old brother, someone who never fail me.
erh, i think.
heh.

it would probably take more than what i think it is for the awkwardness to be gone.
i am glad we are still friends, i guess.
you,however, just forget about it.
and finally! there's someone to entertain me online.

2006-10-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

decided to upload some photos to show you what kind of dog i have.
ANNOYING AND RETARDED ONE.
i still love her though. X)

anyhow,i feel like taking off my tagboard.
noone tags and it is like dead._.

2006-10-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

maybe i am being selfish to only think about me in my position.
but yet, the trust in you had already been long gone.
and much as you would like to protect yourself, i would like to spill all that i have kept in me for 4 years.

okay. wong hejun wants to know my blog.
so, i am going to write loadsss of mean stuffs about him first. X)
i wont get killed, i wont be meeting him anyway.
firstly- he stinks!
secondly- HE IS TONE DEAF.
thirdly- he utter nonsense.
forth- he threaten to call my dad just to ask for my chinese name, not knowing that i have his house number. hahahaha. how dumb can he get.
fifth- erm. heh. (:
actually, he quite nice.
okay, i am getting crappy.

2006-10-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

i am stressing myself more as days go by.
everyone's scaring me.

as my studying partner got distracted today, i started thinking about many stuffs.
which, darn, i should not have.
thinking about how the 3/4 of us, still naive then, somehow laughed our way through secondary 2.
thinking about many of my friendships.
maybe it is time to let go, and things might be better (:
reminisce.
why do time flies when you are so contented with your life?

2006-10-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

i am annoyed.
i know i always say that, but i am really really annoyed now.
chor theng did a really good job of letting me feel much better though, thanks a whole load!
you have certainly matured alot,
someone whom i used to bicker with every tuition,
to a person who is so much more thoughtful and blah blah now.
oh wells. (:

2006-09-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

life have been great.
my prelim results suck though.
no that most of my friends' one rock anyway
studying with these old people have been really fun
1, you get amused.
2, they nag at you to study.(or they just keep nagging til you shut them up by studying)
3, people stop,stare and snicker at them! AH HA.
see what i mean?
entertainment+motivation.

looking at the state of how some stuffs are now.
i am really speechless.
nevertheless, i am glad that there are still great friends out there (:

2006-09-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

okay, so many tags, esp IRRITATING ones that ask me to what?
LINK THEM
okay

jascinta: hello! (:
maid: okay okay! sure will go out one day one. just dont smack my boobs again X)
jasmine: have loads to say to you yes. when is your N's?
vivian: did so already!
tiff: thanks! you too! (:
limying and jonyam: you two irritating bugs, since when did you two found my blog.
anyway, i link you two already. PAY UP. 50 BUCKS PER PERSON PLEASE (:

2006-09-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

reminisce.
i miss you.

there are so many things that i wish to say. (:
like what weirong said:
'i just want to chill and hangout somewhere...'
i told him to sit on his rooftop. haha
and after a while i realised that i needed that as well.(:
thanks for lending me a listening ear at all times.
i am grateful.

2006-09-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

yay, its sunday and i am slacking again.
motivation=0
concentration=0
and so on and so forth.

i feel like a glutton for stuffing myself with so much these few days.
hahahaha
all thanks to examination

i feel bad for making wrong judgement of other people in the past.
i realised that i am in no position to make assumptions of them.
i have learnt my lesson.

2006-09-08T17:36:00.000+08:00

3 cheers for geena!
have not been studying much.
hohoho.
this holiday is wasted, might as well let me shop all i want, it would probably be much more benificial. hohohoh. (:
alright, having tuition and walking home with WEI QIAN, her cousin(mr chia chong long) and his gay friend (jia rong) certainly made me feel so darn happy.
casslynn is darn funny, it is a no wonder i have not been listening to my tuition when i was in sec1&2, it must be her distracting me.
aye, time flies.
i love her still. (:

i wish i can rant back at you non-stop, you stupid irritating mosquito buzzing at my ear all day long. even when i am sleeping you do not give me peace.
oh,screw you.
just get lost.
be optimistic and think that you would be able to survive by fasting.
it would do us alot of good. (:

2006-09-07T10:54:00.000+08:00

i feel so sick and tired of studying when i have not even started.
and dont remind me, it is already thursday.
hohoho.
i am killing myself sleeping next to radiation every night.

there is so much to say, i cant be bothered to type them out.
or maybe, i just do not wish to say.
hahaha.
i am glad to meet most of my friends that i have lost connection with, specifically, the friends i made when we were in secondary 2.
it is really great.
it makes me feel so proud to be their friend when i see that they have actually matured so much.

his bashfulness makes me smile.

2006-09-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

my mind is in a whirl.
i need to be stronger than this, i need to learn to be unaffected by minor stuffs.
i just feel so pissed with myself.
am i too easily conned,or why do i always think that i have plently of friends.
maybe i do have plenty of friends, but how many of them are reliable?

alrights, so much for pessimistic side.
life has been great, army boy is going army and he is so kind to ask me out for a meal before going in.
i feel so sad, it is like farewell to my good old friend.):
i am going to miss him anyhow.
ameila really made my day, i never knew i was a good old buddy of hers.
i am really glad when i read that, i thought our friendship would be a goner once tuition ends. maybe not after all.
i love gue!=D

2006-09-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

can people kindly stop sending spam mails or whatever mails to me cause i absolutely hate to read them, honestly.
there is NO point sending them to me because the first thing i do to them is to del them regardless of the title.
so, i hope you people get the hint.

i wish i knew you better, you make me feel so frustrated, i do not know when is the right time to talk to you. i do not even dare to talk to you. stop showing this facade side of you because i cant know you as a friend, and it is getting me pissed off. i want to treat you as a friend, and i suppose you too but yet even when you talk to me you are always putting a wall between the both of us and i seriously do not know who are you and i do not know how should i go about talking to you to know you better for the fear of irritating you.
you either remove this wall between both of us, if not you shut up and dont talk to me at all.

2006-08-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

reminisce the past.
seeing the PBB girls totally brought back the memories of camp, i felt as though i was in camp again!
i totally miss my group people.
AND EVERYONE OF US GOT IN! =D=D=D=D=D
way to go, group 3!
i really do miss the camp, the time when we all laughed at the standard ticketing machine at how hard she was trying to remember where we stay and yada, how shi ping and hui wen's shoe flew out when they were trying to kick the ball.
not forgetting all the BUGS.
and my bed partner, joeline.
that sounds so wrong though.
hahahaha.
it has been only 2 months and i miss them so much.
i do hope that everyone can make it for our outing after 'o's (:

left to right: me, HUIWEN(STM), EDALINE WEE (=D), JOELINE KHOO( bed partner), JESSICA (quiet one) and JOLIN!
the bottom three are: GERALDINE,CLARISSA(small yet brave) and DIANA!

2006-08-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

alright, i have not been blogging for long.
and when i am finally here to blog, unfortunately, it is for a bad cause

i do not know what should i say about you.
you make me feel so upset,just because you doubt me.
i know that out of three of us, two of you were in, i am the only one out.
as we went our separate ways, we distanced.
things were never the same since then.

i could still remember the expression on your face when i gave you your birthday present. it did disappoint me somehow.
you were one of the people that i do not mind sacrificing all my time for your present, yet you did not seem to appreciate it.
i trusted you, you betrayed me.
i knew it was almost impossible that i got that, i myself couldnt believe it either.
but did you need to doubt me?
couldnt you have that little bit of faith in me that i got it, instead of thinking the pessimistic way?
i wish i couldnt care lest about such stuffs.
but yet these memories keep flashing through my mind now and then, leading me to wonder why
why cant you have faith in me. i know it is hard to believe it, but couldnt you have not say anything at all because it makes things so much more simpler.
if not been norminated or getting it would not arise to so many doubts of my abilities, i rather not get it at all.

i see you as a totally different person now.
why?,~~deborah~~

2006-07-31T20:10:00.000+08:00

hello everyone, alrights, i am here blogging, because of NUTELLA NEO PIAK PING.
okay, she is my cousin who asked me to link her and so, alright, let's blog. right, i was intending to upload some photos but they aint working so, nevermind.
and ohmygosh, national day is coming soon.
the sec4s are taking part in ndp parade, and this is the last time we would be really marching together, wearing uniform etc.
it sounds so sad and i do not wish to cry so. yes.
i shall not complain about sitting in class from 8-4 when my cousin has to sit in hers for13 hours in class!
it would seriously kill me til i die.
life is so good, treasure each moment of them!

2006-07-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

saturday was tiring yet fun.
after drill, towning, running, and standing for almost 1/2 hour of bus ride. i finally finally meet my cousins!

cousins cousins cousins

GHOST!

(:

candid shot of pretty birthday girl!

meanwhile, reply taggies:
cherryl-what pwang?
karen- am i supposed to print out my photo for you too!
jasmine- heh, i cant access to email! how! write another letter okay! (:

2006-07-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

no words can express how i feel, and no body would understand how i feel.
I FINALLY PAID ALL MY LIBRARY LOANS!
WOOHOO!
NO MORE GETTING HAUNTED BY LIBRARY BOOKS!
yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya, yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya, yipee ya ya yipee ya ya yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya.

2006-07-04T18:40:00.000+08:00

right, the stupid chinese oral was really @($&*@(*#&!*
argh.
i guess everyone felt as though they flunked it.
well, that is from what everyone is telling me.
all thanks to the stupid conversation, what library thing!
THEY SHOULD JOLLY WELL KNOW THAT TEENAGERS DONT GO LIBRARY THAT OFTEN! SO DID THEY PURPOSELY CHOSE THAT TOPIC OR WHAT! ($&@*#^@!
i still cant believe i screwed my oral.
and i got to go library tomorrow, and to spend FIFTY BUCKS ON BOOKS.
oh man.

2006-07-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall

2006-07-01T18:44:00.000+08:00

hello! i am back.
today is so much of a coincidence.
when i was on the bus to toa payoh, i met Ignatius.
right, this friend who stay at potong pasir too, but i have not met him ever since i knew him at sec 2.
living just a few blocks away but yet we have not met each other for 2 years, can you believe it!
anyway, we did not talk to each other, because we were afraid it was a mistaken identity.
it turn out to be right after all.
on my way back, i met that ( )%&@(*$&!@ arthur and the cute malay guy with the cute small boy.
which kinda disturbed my peace.
i do not know why, but yea it did.
that idiot who is so indecisive, so irritating and pushing the blame to others.()$@#&*@#&*$&@
if taking the same bus everyday means i can get to meet a long-lost friend, i would gladly do it everyday.

anyway, we had crap in the garden. took loads of dumb/silly photos. but i decided not to upload them. i have loads to say but somehow i guess i am too lazy to say. or maybe that is just an excuse.

see you people.

2006-07-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

my sincere apologies to karen tang for not eating lunch today.
eat with me next week okay!

shoots, i forgot what i wanted to blog about again, just because amos yeo talked to me.
see you later!

2006-06-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

i went out with dawnkoh today.
right,and i got not excatly pissed off but unhappy about ADULTS.
yes, adults.
no, i am not talking abou how annoying they are nagging at you.

have you realised that the most difficult and annoying time for you to go home is peak hour?
and the peak hour happens to be when most adults go home.
indeed. i am not blaming them for the traffic jams and squeezy trains/buses.
of course, it is definitely not their fault to get dismissed all at almost the same time.
but the issue is their inconsideration.
how often have you tried to squeeze into train/buses and found that you couldnt?
that happened to me a couple of times here and there.
what makes me really angry is that inconsiderate adults in the middle of the cabin/bus know that there is a REALLY BIG SPACE JUST RIGHT BESIDE THEM but do not wish to move.
haha, i never knew they needed so much space for themselves.

i do not seem to understand why people are so inconsiderate.
so what if you just got to squeeze a little to get off the bus later on?
if you see a seat at the back of the bus, i bet adults are probably the number one who start pushing their way to that seat.
and just because they get to seat, they do not mind the fact that they have to squeeze out later on.
what is wrong with them!
why are they so selfish, i really do not understand.
haven't they got enough of sitting in their office doing their work?
why do they still snatch for seats?
of course i am referring to majorities, not some who do really tiring work and desparately need that seat.
you want to go home earlier, i want to go home earlier, everyone wants to go home earlier!
so why cant you just be more considerate and move in with your own initiative instead of letting the bus stop at the stop for such a long time so that the bus driver try to allow more passengers on board?

which brought me to what happened last year, if i am not wrong.
somebody wrote to the newspaper complaining that our school students do not move into the bus even though there are spaces.
now, how about ADULTS?
they are the one whom we follow, they are the one who set role models for us.
so now, why are the students at fault for adults unable to get up in the train/on the bus?
adults have blame too, so please try to correct your actions which do disgust me first, before pushing all blames to kids,kids and kids.

2006-06-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

i was so caught up with looking through songs lyrics that i forgot what i wanted to blog.
aahhhh!
i know it was about racist.
and something else.
i think i should blog only when i remember =x

anyway, brother is good.
he is giving me his what, mp4?
the creative micro.
not that it is excatly micro, it is like bigger than my, heavier and even slower than my ._.
thank you brother anyway!
MY STM IS KILLING ME.
):):):):):):):

2006-06-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

okay, the previous entry was not the last post before school reopens.
camp was great!
this is a special camp indeed.
espically when usually when you attend camps, you miss camps. but in GB national camps, you miss both the people and the camp, and i think this is like the last time i would be seeing them, A&D is over, NDP is not for us anymore,etc.
i totally love group 3.
actually, i love everyone, espically peeps from quartermistress.
quarter-mistress really do rock, we are super salt shakers!
there was campfire.. dadada.
unfortunately, it RAINED.
boo. but we still has fun, even though it was under shelter.
and we did not feel the heat.
plus the cheers were really wacky, the mdms were super enthu too!
it did kinda motivate me to consider more about staying in GB in future.

anyway, group 3!
these people are craziest people on Earth

the smallest/cutest/most afraid of tickish one: Clarissa Chan.
the STM(standard ticketing machine):Hui Wen.
the one whom i share bed with/shit with -oops!=x:Joeline Khoo.
the one who keep bullying me all day long!:EDALINE.
the one who fell sick half way): : Shi Ping.
the one with longest hair: Jessica.
the one who has sore throat with me!: Geraldine.
the two idiots who were supposed to kick the ball but ended up with shoes flying up into the sky: Hui Wen and Shi Ping.
the one who did not want to eat beside me today): : Joylyn.
the one who was in the same pri sch as me, same cca from pri sch and sec sch til today: Diana!

and so this is the super group 3! =D
we were like the group who won practically all the game stations during games time and everything. cool huh!
it was only the first day only, and i felt that we bonded that fast.
i really do love my group.
night times were funny too.

first night:
i found a bed bug on my bed. then after a while we found it on joeline's bed(lower deck) and Clarissa Chan, the puny one was brave enough to kill it for us.
then when everyone finally decided to off the light to sleep, the bed creaked and someone thought it was someone laughing. what the heck right!

alrights, somehow Hui Wen spreaded STM to me and i cant excatly remember what happened on second night.
many many things too.
i wish i could remember.
but i guess i am too tired, this is the first time i am feeling so tired after a camp.
yadayadayada.
alrights, i shall see you people when school reopens.(:

miss you,group 3!

2006-06-21T19:33:00.000+08:00

hello!
this is like the last time i am blogging during school holis.
tomorrow is camp!
actually, i was excited and everything.
after all, i am in the same group with my sec 2 clique, the ones who i spent crazy times in school and everything.
=D
but today was so boring and tiring, i don't feel like doing anything but slack,slack and slack.
i do wish this camp goes well and everything.
i am afriad i would do something wrong though.
nevertheless, i am going to love this camp.

i am going to miss loads of people.
like tohjunwei! he is coming back from england soon. WOOHOO!
time to bully him again.
oh wells, i am going to miss all you people, espically sammie, if you can read this in the first case. hahahahahaha.
miss me people!

2006-06-14T16:27:00.000+08:00

okay, uploading photos took such a long time, i actually forgot what i wanted to blog.
anyway, chonglong is such a nice guy to bully.
i love bullying him, just that when he gets the upperhand it aint fun anymore.(@$&*@!
but it is really fun calling him names.
go on and try (:
he actually believes that i was born on 29 feb.
like, NO WAY.
and he is asking for my blog now, no way i am going to tell him.
so i told him it is this:

http://i-am-not-going-to-tell-you.blogspot.com/
and
http://chong-long-is-such-a-fool.blogspot.com

HAHA. he is such a nice person to bully/trick.
neh neh ni neh neh. lalala.

2006-06-14T15:33:00.000+08:00

so much for wanting to watch the nutty professor
despite the many times telecast by channel 5, i never fail to miss it.
@(#&*(!^!
and FINALLY! i was so glad i am able to watch it this afternoon
and i feel asleep.-_-
not excatly my fault, waking up early DURING THE HOLIDAYS, plus we had drill this morning.
drill had been great even though it was tiring and everything.
i have got photos! =D

our extra hot fudge hot fudge sundae!

hers

my.

dont ask me why she enjoys it so much, i almost died eating it.

i do not know if the woman really had a good intention giving so much hot fudge as we have requested, or did she did it purposely. but it made both of us sick of hot fudge. yippie!

we found our handprints! (:
introducing dawn, the one-eye monster (:
the yucky cockroach i killed.
she aint looking at the camera.
she is now! =D

GHOST! =x

2006-06-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

hello! i missed yesterday's world cup, darn.
actually, my daddy missed it too.
all because he depended on me to wake him up and i depended on my phone alarm and dawn koh's call to wake me up.
unfortunately, i slept through the night._.
anyway,GERMANY WON!
and tonight is ENGLAND AND PARAGUAY!
woohoo!
england england england!
YAY!

anyway, to those people whom i sent the email, when life throws a brick at you.
GO AND READ IT!
firstly because you should know i usually do not read emails, i just del them at the sight of them because they do cause me to get irritated as i see so many junk chain email thing, and it spend so much time just to read everyone of them.
secondly, i read it and i found it great. yea, so go ahead and open that attachment to read it! =D

2006-06-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

last day of school is really cool, i tell you.
i bet this time it is the other classes envy of us getting dismissed at 11 instead of 1230. and have a 2hour lunch break!
WOOHOO!
and we were all high with the canadian pizza.
i wished i brought my camera to school, but nevermind!

i cut my hair today.
IT AINT SCREWED!
WOOHOO!
hahahaha.
but i still feel guilty.
shrugs, i should learn from my mistake since i cant turn back time and undo what i have done.
and she actually STRAIGHTENED THE SIDES OF MY HAIR.
i got a shock.
THANK GOD it is curling like normal now (:
i am not against straight hair or what, but straight and flat hair soo dont suit me at all, so. thank God!
and the english seminar was great with Mr something Green.
peter green, i think.
i dont know, suddenly my memory is failing me.
=/
i have got some photos to show anyway (:

pretty fur coat(:

she was biting MY rollerblading socks!

hahahahaha. i put her up there and she did not know how to get down.

NOT SCREWED HAIR! =D

going to watch world cup later, sleeping now. see you soon! X)

2006-06-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

okays! i am here to reply taggies first!

wanjie: you are welcome, as long as you get what i mean! (:
karen: YES i got a dog, you slowpoke! caucasians are cute. really!
gue: cant you do it! and i finally got your link.
max: haha okays i am sorry max. now i am replying you! you glad (: thanks for everything once again!
pearlyn: YOU ARE DUMB, I CONCLUDE! HAHAHA
tiffie: yea! i read it. you tagged the same people as me, you stupid.
queenofworld117: what! just do it okay. (: first time you tagged my board! =D

i cant remember what i want to blog ):
yadayadayada.
school is. usual.
and tomorrow is the last day of school! YAY!
haahahhahahaha.
people are telling me i dont look nerd.
okay (: i am glad that i dont look nerd, that is good enough.
and my maths is deproving really badly!
rahh.
i am like half here and there, shall finish my conversation with joeline then continue blogging.

2006-06-05T20:39:00.000+08:00

skating at the park here is really stupid.
firstly, the slopes are so not user friendly, its so high and i landed on my butt when i tried going down during the first attempt.
though i did succuessfully went down the next two times, i'm still unhappy about my scratched skates.
()@Q*#(*@!&^*!
IT IS SCRATCHED.
whines.
and we didnt even get to skate cause xinyi fell down, and i kinda feel bad about it.
and i could not control myself once and went flying towards the middle of the road.
THANK GOD THERE WASNT ANY CARS.
if not people would be busy arranging for my funeral.

oh wells, have yet to take photo to show you my pretty skates (:
and im going to collect my specs tomorrow night!
eeekkk!
i really dont want to look like a nerd.

i guess i had loads to talk about but my mood was kinda ruined by some event that do not need so much time and pop up all of the sudden that ruin my plan.
great. oh wells.
see you people. (:

2006-06-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

8 different points of a PERFECT lover :

i think a female sounds great(: I'M JUST KIDDING, obviously i'm for a male!

(1)a guy that knows me inside out, of course! and he knows excatly how to handle girls X)

(2) tall, tan and... suave!i dont mind a caucasian or a malay or or.. european!

(3) be responsible for own actions and oneself, and also to have personal hygiene!

(4) christian (:

(5) really able to present oneself well, and be able to handle things when things seem to be out of control!

(6) someone who is sporty, and MUST know how to skate/cycle/swim at least please(: and soccer!

(7) drummer/guitarist.

(8) always happy-go-lucky.and has a bigger appetite than my =x

i tag... (who are the lucky 8 victims ?)

cherryl
joyce
mingjia
tiffanie
jiawen
pearlyn
ameila
natalie

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (duh.)
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT .

2006-06-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS SO GREAT I TELL YOU.
actually not so.
im talking crap again.

we went habourfront today, and it seemed like hordes of people going to sentosa.
maybe its the balloon hat festival.
and dawn suggested to go there just to take photo.
she was feeling rich and wanted to treat me you see, such a great friend i have!
but anyway, we went subway.
i dont know if that guy has some hearing problems or what, but i wanted a turkey breast sandwich and he gave me chicken breast._.
wow. and so i didnt want to get that at all, so i went back for a refund.
however, this (*)&$@@*#^ manager was like, if its a meal she cant change it!
i was like. WHAT! i'm really going to like fight for my own customer rights if she dont change it for me.
lucky, the other woman changed it for me.
she was clearly displeased with me but not showing it, and so was i displeased with them.
i didnt know if i got that guy into trouble, but i didnt want to eat chicken breast at all, and i dont see any wrong changing for a wrong order right?
and i felt that i was the one in the wrong and i did notshow them an attitude, so i shallnt care much.

but anyway, we didnt have fun. habourfront is sure big.
but.
the shops aint excatly interesting.
so we went sengkang to take neos again!
HAHAHA.
and i've decided its really time for me to get a new specs before this breaks all of the sudden, like cherrylumchingmun one. hahahahha.
but IM GOING TO START LOOKING LIKE A GEEK AGAIN.
ITS FRAME SPECS.
and purple one again ._.
well, i do hope this one suits me better than the other framed ones.
i dont want to look like mslam (as claimed by dawn) or to look like nerd.

and of all times, my blades have to spoil NOW.
shucks, now i either have to spend 36 bucks next week just to rent blades, or to buy new ones.
and i got a hunch we're going to start arguing about this again.
whatever about that.
i think i want to start searching for blog skins again.
SEE YOU PEOPLE! (:

click on baybeh! <------
i upload my,patrick and barney's photo! =D

2006-06-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

today was great and not so great.
i totally dont understand why did i go school for, just to do maths and english practise paper.
why dont they just give it to us as homework.
but yet, we had fun blading.
i guess.
haha. and i love blading!
i really do.

however, theres an unexpected silence and distance between us.
i didnt know if it was just because of 2/4hours of blading/cycling, and everyone's too tired but i do hope it dont stay there anymore.

and i forgot what did i want to blog about.
oh yes, i do like malays!
and i admire some of them actually.
so im going to get a malay boyfriend!
haha IM JUST KIDDING okay.
and yes, would any kind soul whose church service is on sat evening tag on my boar d please (:

i love my clique!
they are so fun to play with and the best people to trick and bully.
well, if you feel like bullying someone without that person complaining, look for cherrylumchingmun.
she doesnt revenge(:
if you are look for someone who you can bluff and is way too slow to get your joke/getback at you, look for joyce.
shes really slow.
and if you're in for some scolding, go play with xinyi and make sure she cant tahan your jokes.
she will scream at you.
as for mingjia and tiffanie.
they are really nice people to bully too.
have not studied their way of reaction yet but for all i know they aint sane too.

see you people (:

2006-05-31T22:08:00.000+08:00

im here to proclaim my love for my cousin.
hahaha, IM NOT LESIBIAN!
but i do really miss my cousin loads, its been long since i've talked to her.
well, what i mean is to chat with her for a long long time.
catching up on old times, and not feel the awkardness.
i really do miss her, and i wish i could cry now.
I WANT TO GO TO HER HOUSE AND STAY OVERNIGHT SO THAT WE CAN SPEND ALL NIGHT CRAPPING!
i probably feel so attached to her because we grew up together.
and even though i knew we drifted apart during the period when i was too deep into a silly relationship, and now we aint that close anymore, i KNOW FOR SURE that WE WILL BE AS CLOSE AS HOW WE WERE BEFORE (:

this is what i call, mutual trust.